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Duet

 

I shout symphonies.   

            I heard about the strings & want to strain my throat like that.

                        Watch you blink like flash bulbs.       

I shout Iowa,

            watch snow slow on the back of taillights.

                        Climb the fence, snag the hems

                                                of our blue jeans. Or were they black?

This is recollection —dog fur in the carpet,

                                                sharp knives asleep in the block on the counter.

                                    You, ruled by the moon.

You the radio, what’s beyond the signals.

                                                            Press one for red, press pound to say yes.

                                                                                    Leave

                                                            a message?        

            I’m bombarded by your blouse,

                                    mouth left open like a back door.

                                                                                                Cattails on the interstate.

                                                                        I have fingertips & you have a tornado shelter in your chest.

            We envy what we do not have.

 

Trans(ro)man(t)ic

. – II.

Diagram the levels of split. I move through like honey in the throat. I am here & you are here & you, too. What is the etiology? Who is the saint, the cruel, the Daddy?

 

. – III.

I know you.

 

. – IV.

Who’s the arbiter, body’s collective method of burgeoning, pitching?

There is pressure. Always pressure.

 

. –V.

How do we measure time in this skeleton?

1.      Carefully

2.      Retroactively

3.      Violently

 

 

gender: arrhythmic.

gender: arrhythmic.

gender: lingual

gender: lingual

gender: cutaneous.

gender: cutaneous.

I’d give you as many diamonds as you wanted, if I could.

I’d give you as many diamonds as you wanted, if I could.

(Source: bendoverboy, via wanderlustprince)

we are all intruders here.

we are all intruders here.

truth & &, in 9 parts.

we will miss you.

markaguhar:

These are the axes:

1

Bodies are inherently valid

2

Remember death 

3

Be ugly

4

Know beauty

5

It is complicated

6

Empathy

7

Choice

8

Reconstruct, reify

9

Respect, negotiate

for her courage.
for her loyalty.
for how unabashedly she loves.
for her beauty.
for her ugliness. 
even when the lines of performance blur into the lines of reality.
even when she breaks my heart talking about death and about heart ache.
sisterhood.
with a braver love than I could possibly understand

for her courage.

for her loyalty.

for how unabashedly she loves.

for her beauty.

for her ugliness. 

even when the lines of performance blur into the lines of reality.

even when she breaks my heart talking about death and about heart ache.

sisterhood.

with a braver love than I could possibly understand

(Source: markaguhar, via deputyjoev)

stories.

 

I heard stories about you.                    Romance & medical tape?

Yes. & shaved thighs & split lips.                  

It’s more than ok.

                                                            I would like to buy you a drink

& then to the alley?                             Precisely.

Duet

 

I shout symphonies.   

            I heard about the strings & want to strain my throat like that.

                        Watch you blink like flash bulbs.       

I shout Iowa,

            watch snow slow on the back of taillights.

                        Climb the fence, snag the hems

                                                of our blue jeans. Or were they black?

This is recollection —dog fur in the carpet,

                                                sharp knives asleep in the block on the counter.

                                    You, ruled by the moon.

You the radio, what’s beyond the signals.

                                                            Press one for red, press pound to say yes.

                                                                                    Leave

                                                            a message?        

            I’m bombarded by your blouse,

                                    mouth left open like a back door.

                                                                                                Cattails on the interstate.

                                                                        I have fingertips & you have a tornado shelter in your chest.

            We envy what we do not have.

 

Trans(ro)man(t)ic

. – II.

Diagram the levels of split. I move through like honey in the throat. I am here & you are here & you, too. What is the etiology? Who is the saint, the cruel, the Daddy?

 

. – III.

I know you.

 

. – IV.

Who’s the arbiter, body’s collective method of burgeoning, pitching?

There is pressure. Always pressure.

 

. –V.

How do we measure time in this skeleton?

1.      Carefully

2.      Retroactively

3.      Violently

 

 

gender: arrhythmic.

gender: arrhythmic.

gender: lingual

gender: lingual

gender: cutaneous.

gender: cutaneous.

I’d give you as many diamonds as you wanted, if I could.

I’d give you as many diamonds as you wanted, if I could.

(Source: bendoverboy, via wanderlustprince)

we are all intruders here.

we are all intruders here.

truth & &, in 9 parts.

we will miss you.

markaguhar:

These are the axes:

1

Bodies are inherently valid

2

Remember death 

3

Be ugly

4

Know beauty

5

It is complicated

6

Empathy

7

Choice

8

Reconstruct, reify

9

Respect, negotiate

for her courage.
for her loyalty.
for how unabashedly she loves.
for her beauty.
for her ugliness. 
even when the lines of performance blur into the lines of reality.
even when she breaks my heart talking about death and about heart ache.
sisterhood.
with a braver love than I could possibly understand

for her courage.

for her loyalty.

for how unabashedly she loves.

for her beauty.

for her ugliness. 

even when the lines of performance blur into the lines of reality.

even when she breaks my heart talking about death and about heart ache.

sisterhood.

with a braver love than I could possibly understand

(Source: markaguhar, via deputyjoev)

stories.

 

I heard stories about you.                    Romance & medical tape?

Yes. & shaved thighs & split lips.                  

It’s more than ok.

                                                            I would like to buy you a drink

& then to the alley?                             Precisely.

Duet
Trans(ro)man(t)ic
truth & &, in 9 parts.
stories.

About:

jakob r. vanlammeren is a queer poet, youth worker, and future librarian. his poems have appeared in diode, Pebble Lake Review, queerzinelit.com, and Hanging Loose magazine. He is also a Libra, a lover, a transpunkromantic, and weirdo.

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